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rainy sunday today.
camp at home to dragonica the whole day.
omgzzxzxz.

really went to GRIND RuokI.
finally lvl 40.hehhe.
2 lvls in a day is HAX.

played since 8am till just now 11pm.
@_@"

changed job to trapper luhh.
and GUESS WAD!!

i made a new friend from brunei.
HE'S WUZUN'S EX NEIGHBOUR!!!!!!!!

that feller's still living there.
just that wz no longer stays in brunei wad :P

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then i tested him,wad was wz's fav drink back in hometown.
w/o hesitation,he got the answer that i was looking for!!!!!

红豆仙草冰沙 from KEDAI KOPI YASIN!

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omgggg excited.
now i cant sleep alr >.>

ad hoc bowling session with ly.
6 games.
preparing for my wed's league.

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saw this really OMG cute girl.
she was playing beside us.
a malaysian lah.
her OSN was rain.
duno real anot.
hahahaha.
but she's still damn cute. >.>

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come to think of it,13 days more to b'day.
such an unlucky no.
but aiyah.
i still want an electric guitar as a b'day pressie eh.
:/

went to meet joachim today.
last saw him like half a year back?

gd friend frm BMT.

helpped him to assemble his com as his old 1 was really fucked.
so yah.

he had a new gf. (nothing new? :/)
jill's really damn hot.
with a slang too.
maybe all ABC's are like that.
haha!

she drove us to and back frm simlim in her VW beetle.
damn,it was fast for a convertible.
and kinda cute.suits girls perfectly :/

then after that headed to CGH again.
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1 OP coming up 2ml.
but duno if i'll be going down.
i need a break. like seriously.
ciaos.

visited my dad ytd in the noon.
the docs have removed the pipe which helps him to breathe already.

now at least he's depending on himself for breathing.

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OC and boss came down with cw ytd.
came to look at situation and ask my mom some questions.
:/

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another OP 2ml..
wishes dad all the best (:

league ytd kinda suck.
very slow pace,ym,xiaobai and chris all under performed..
maybe the stress becus of they were facing the top team last season?

ice cream bowlers...nt a team to "play play" with..

everyone frm SHUFFL3 was there last night to support and watch the match.
ivan and his friend were happily gambling away with the bookies with pin 10.
hahaha wtf.

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boss bringing some guys down to check on my dad status later.
gtg hospital alr.
byeeeeee

<3 cheryl yang totally..
wished i had her 力量 in 败犬女王..

"i'ld rather be dead than facing these now."

sounds familiar?

yup,thats the situation,dad's facing now.

3 days ago,he got "tricked" into taking that op by those bitches.
and now?
he's suffering a fate worst than death.
everyday in intense pain,no more morphine,no pain killers.
cant talk,cant move.

everyday when i see him inside the ICU,he's always struggling on the bed.
now making me dun even feel like going to see him.
its really damn painful to see that sight.

just staying outside the ICU to sit there and wait for updates might look damn bad and selfish.but i think it does everyone good.

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saw meng meng today.
he gave me quite some good ideas on how to help my family.
gonna give it a shot..

:/


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and also,2nd match of the trios league 2ml too..
good luck to chris,yang ming and xiaobai..
hope that i have time to go down and watch and support..

a 20 year old brother,a 20 year old dad.

more and more loads are being cuffed onto me.
my future may seem lost,but i'ld still be strong just becus of her.

i'm not really good with expressing my feelings,but i really do love and cherish her alot.

stay strong too, mom!
we both have a long road ahead of us..

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that dream last night..i really want it..
i was so happy!
but i cant be selfish.

i woke up.

just back frm the hospital.

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aug 22nd,the day which changed the lives of my family.

my dad,which nobody really respected,got sent to CGH in the morning ard 5am+
he fell down i guess,then suffered something worst than a stroke.
rushed down frm camp to cgh ard noon time as he was abt to undergo the emergency op.

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the choice was that,not to take the OP,in which my dad wont live past tuesday.
another 1 was to take the op,and have 5% chance of recovering.

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then the scene totally became like the ones in tv serials.
me,mom and afew aunts just waited outside the operating theater.
hrs by hrs just passed.
then at around 10.30pm,docs were finally out.
5hrs worth of OP.ouch.
op was quite successful,but whether will he become paralyzed all the way neck-down,will depend on himself within the next 1 week.
images of coma,bed-ridden were just flashing thru my mind.
and my feelings was really damn mixed up.
why did he even chose the op?he had brought mom a lifetime worth of trouble,and now another big load just dumped on my mom again.
fuck?!

but then again,when i saw him in that condition,he didn't looked like my dad frm afew days ago.
instead,he looked like my dad 15 years ago.
the one that really dotes on me and loved this family very much.
wanted to even scream at him in the ICU asking him to just go!don't trouble our family anymore.but just couldn't bring myself to it.

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well,since he had been given this chance to live again,i sincerely hope that he can completely recover,and be the dad that loves this family and is well respected by everyone.and not the drunkard asshole who makes a din every night when he comes home..

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now i think most people will understand why i'm such an anti-alcoholic?
thanks to him. (:

the safra trios league had started ytd..
went down to safra for the captains meeting before the roll off..

were against TEAM RDW ytd on the 1st match.
ly,ym and ivan were playing.
RDW were too strong i suppose.
totally walked over on us. :/

oh wells,not to mention the tension level yesterday was damn high.
everyone was fucking nervous.even i,who wasnt even playing,could felt the immense stress weighing us down.

not to mention,bookies were everywhere collecting bets. lmao.

oh well,nxt wed's match will look good.
chris,yang ming and xiaobai will be playing.
jia you!!!

went to watch 吓倒笑 ytd wif ly at amk hub after i booked out.
walao,fuck scary plz. lol..
was hiding behind my crumpler most of the time during the scary parts.
hahaha.

then some part is really damn funny la.bth. lol.

saw many weird things that day.
a cpl breaking up outside the cinema,then saw my SOA arch enemy clement.

then after movie,went to PP's CC to play badminton.
on the way there,got approached by this crazy woman.
she asked me for $ to take a cab,claiming she left her keys on the cab?then she have to go fetch her baby blah blah blah.
so fake lor.was stammering the whole time.
and she was damn smelly too.
yucks.

i offered to help her ask for help frm the MRT staff,then she raised her voice at me
"问他们做什么??我只需要钱!!"
wtf lah.
din bothered abt her and walked away.
mad bitch. zz

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badminton-ed till evening.
ly is forever hooked onto XMM's :/
hahahhahahahahaha.

ouch.
smashed my left ankle yet again during bowling today.
:/

oh wells.

met ym and yh halfway while playing wif ly.
then merged lanes and played tgt luh.

duty 2ml.
shall go watch the jackneo movie on mon!
bye!

offday for today and 2ml.
watched 2 movies with ly and gh @ cathay.
gi joe and overheard.
both shows are damn good man. D:
then early dinner @ astons@cathay.
the service sucks eh.
waiting time was damn long too.
:/

oh wells.
and also,the south-eastasia underwater inet cable is some hardware problems now.
and alot of ppl in the whole SEA is affeacted.
INCLUDING ME.
FUCKING SLOW INTERNET PLZ.
and my dragonica keeps hanging.
wtf?

a better day 2ml i hope.
ciaos.

total shagged out frm the NDP activations.
reached home @ 3+am today morning.
7 hrs of non stop work.
never felt the strain so badly before.
and not to mention,my back was hurting like fuck ytd.

just that i wanted so much to remain in hendon,so didnt sound out.
hope that nothing happens to me before i ord.
:/

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spent most of the day at home sleeping and playing dragonica.
despite all these rests,still feeling quite shagged.
must be the irregular timings that my body had been exposed to.

and to think again,the next xiong event is coming soon so bloody fast.
sept.
f1 nightrace.
zzzzz

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. >.<

ndp sucks.
i hate it.

jus slogged the whole night of 080809 till this morning with only like 1 hr of sleep.
and will be booking back in for a part 2 tonight at 9.

OMGGGGGGGGG.

pros and cons of a cdo camp :/

oh well.
i chose it myself too,cant blame nobodyyyy.

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wanted to catch a wink when i got home.
but wuzun was on ch 56.
CANT SLEEP ALR LA.
now so high after watching his "wuzun-back to hometown,brunei"
i'm gonna find it and downloadddddddddddd!

boss mc today.
so chai wang came over to sub him.
damn shiok la.
haha.

anw,he was chatting wif us today.
really made me understand alot of things.

knew him for afew mths,and he's really very sharp in life.
then he was telling us about his new 门路 for making more money.

breeding arrowanas.
he then went on to calculate the cost of the fish,the food,the money spent on maintaining the fish including electricity and water.
and he continued counting everything to the basics.
amt per kilo watts, etc etc.
very brilliant.

then he started calculating his profits.
its not just afew hundred dollars profits.
the profits of breeding and selling the fishes are of 5 digits!

i was really astounded.
haha.

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he was a very maths person.
every little thing also can break it down to its bare basics and count.

then i shared my POV with him abt ppl just depositing cash into banks to grow interest.
he agreed with my point!
the interest rate that local banks provide are so low that u cant really survive on them!
and the govt are encouraging ppl to spend more $ to stimulate the economy,so that it would be better.
and the older generation with their old mindset never seems to understand.
JUST LIKE MY PARENTS.

if everyone were to keep saving $ and not spend them,inflation will arise,the govt will then have to be the 1 spending $ to stimulate the economy!
but then again,how much does the govt has?
and how long can they do that?
not for long of course.
thats why all the increment of GST and watever tax.

all the consumers just never thought of this point.
complaining daily abt price hikes etc etc.
they are the dumb ones.
:/

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oh well.
will be borrowing some books abt econs frm friends to further understand the various formulaes and stuffs.


钱是留给有本事的人去赚的,而不是留给那些又笨又怕死的人的.

went safra ytd night for the league discussion with my team.
then played till 3.
then decided to go simpang bedok for supper.
shit la.
FAT!
eat and talk cock until 5 in the morning and chris send us home 1 by 1.
haha thanks!

and xiaobai was crazy the whole night thinking abt wat to do if he had 800billion.
then all the stupid ideas just came out.
HAHAHAHA!

and oh,ytd i was taught the right way of 'ABC' by a TEACHER.
a for ah beng
b for bitch
c for cee-guay (watermelon)
d for di siao (disturb)
e for eh
f for f***
g for gina (small kid)
h for haachooo !
i for idiot
j for jialat
k for kim jio (banana)
l for liu lian (durian)
m for man man lai (take ur time)
n for ni na beii (u take horse)
o for orh pi sai (dig nose)
p for pai kia (gangster)

hahahaha. stupid yang ming.
wait till ur students go back tell their parents abt wat u teach in class then u jialat!

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praying hard that i'll not recieve any call/sms before 4pm..
if really so,i'll have to go back camp tonight to do ndp..
and just now 1 msg came,freaked me out totally.
was so scared of opening the msg to read ._.
then it was some spam sms lah.
*whew*