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duty off today,but got spoilt by that idiot.
came to camp early in the morning,DRUNK.
started to pick on random things to fuck us.
din wana let me and nat leave too.
wtf?

then the usual him,decided to prata on his own words,and even tried to sow discord between me and nat.
thankfully our trust isnt as THIN as he had imagine.
go suck balls la,melvin.

he's always such a prataman.
everyone in hendon hates him so much,and yet he can go to other camp and tell the other guys,how close we are towards him,etc etc.
*pukes*

now i'm still weighing my options,whether to leave this fucking place anot.
everything in hendon is damn SHIOK.
its just him spoiling everything.
i still have 1 frigging year man.zzzzzzz

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even thought of gathering the numbers,and shooting an e-mail str8 to CO,telling him abt mel's misdeeds in camp.

but isit worth it?
no point doing so much,if he still remains as our RO IC.
with his NITEC mindset,he'll just use this chance to "take revenge".making our current lives,MORE MISERABLE?

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arghhhhhhhhh.NS still sucks no matter wad la.
fuck!

sighhhhhhhhh.
offdays are nice...

but. sometimes its just sucks too.
when u'r busy,it keeps ur mind on track..
but when u'r not..
ur mind just seriously wanders and think otherwise..

wanted to blog abt today,but on 2nd thoughts..
maybe not.
just not in the right mood..
sigh.
life sucks.

jy joyceee. (:

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there's 对牛弹琴.
i hereby invent another 成语.
its called,对牛弹情.
:/

woah. was damn lucky ytd can.
although was activated,BUT THEY DIDNT BREAK SEAL.
YESSSSSSSSS!
saved us like 80% of our working time! wahahah!
finished like around 1+am only lor.

cabbed home tgt with nat and leon.
end up still i pay.
zzz
and mr shark still haven help me claim back the cab fare during ndp.
grrrrrrrrz.

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f1 may be over,but apec's coming in nov..
better be prepared for another big round of shit..
hahahhaha...

woah. many many things happened this weekend.
and it was really really crazy. lol..

was activated for F1..
was in camp duty with nat on friday and sat lah.
damn.
pros and cons for being in a super active unit like cdos? -_-"
sighh..
really really very tired..

was working like 90% of my whole friday?
only had 1-2 hrs of INTERRUPTED sleep.
kaoz..
then on sat,me and nat nearly went crazy alr. lolol.

kept thinking about random stuffs and breaking out into hysterical laughter.
i bet ppl who saw us,might even mistake us for crazy ppl. @.@"

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then finally sunday came..
thanks cw for buying us mac in the morning!!
had to stay on to help settle the ops movement..
only manage to left camp at 10.30 lah..
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felt damn great to leave camp!!!!
was so excited about today lor.
and it finally arrived!
met xin for movie @ cathay!
abit regretted bringing her in for "the ugly truth"
it was NC-16 for a reason >.>
oh no. -.-"

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u.d.d.e.r.s after movie was great!
loves chocmarsh many manyyyyyyyyyyyy!
even better when having it with her! :x

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have to book back into camp later again @ 11pm for activation....
godblessmezxzxzxz!

slept at 3,woke up at 5,6,7,8.
waseh.
that uneasy feeling is still there! urghhhhh.

i hope she slept well though.lolol.

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another boring day with nothing much to do!
but at least its better than being in camp luh.
see that asshole's face,hearing him talk all his bullshit 大道理 when he's already such a failure in life.
haha.

sigh,and i tio 2 extras la..
have to serve next mth..
partially cus of my own careless mistake..
partially becus i got backstabbed by mr shark..
CW had already warned me so many times abt mr shark.
but i just din really believe that he's such a person..
swee lor,now i learnt it the hard way..
2 extras!!!!
T______________________T

goes back to emo-ing modeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ciaos.

gah.
league was shitty today.
fucking oil pattern was so long.
my GF only hooked like..3 boards?
cant even enter pocket lor..zzz

then i decided to risk it la.
brought out the black widow to play..
though the thumb hole is too big,but at least it carried down pretty well.

won uncle cheong the 1st 2 games..
then lost the last 2 to him due to fatigue..
thumb hole too big,keep wanting to drop the ball when i revving it.
sigh..

jason played damn well today..
but yangming didnt..
only manage to catch up on the 4th game lor..haha

thanks xin for the luck though..
if i din have it,maybe i'ld lost it all?
haha..

2.30am now,and i cant sleep.

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basket. why am i so affected by the things she said?
明明知道那可能不是真的,可是为什么我就是那么轻易相信?
even i myself dont really know how to ans this question.

1 min she can say that to me,the other min ask me go rest early,dun emo.
kaoz!

doesnt she knows or feels that i've already gone head over heels for her?
the urge of smsing her every few mins,constantly checking if she's online on msn,thinking abt her ALL the time.

even jason could tell i wasnt in the right mind to bowl today.
geez.
how to bowl properly if my mind is not focused on the approach and release?
zzzzzzz.

come to think of it,we'r fighting against AVEO 2ml.
fuck.
and they'r arent any nub team.
with my current condition and mentality,i think i'ld be some feeder 2ml liao.
confirm + chop.
unless maybe a miracle will appear 2ml when i wake up.
clear all my random thoughts about this nightmare and let me get my head in the game.

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anw,had bought over ivan's black widow.
its being drilled 4x4 aggressive.
i'm really damn interested on playing 1-2 games with it 2ml.
this ball is heavy enuf to slow down my ball speed roughly around 20-30%
giving ample time for the core to kick in to snap right into the pocket nicely.
introducing my new killer on my arsenal.
the black widow.


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right.
she's not the 1 for u.
stop thinking.
just gonsleep.
ciaoz.

arghhh. the feeling's back again.

after 1 frigging year.
its finally back.

wad shuld i do?
it seems so wrong.

amg.
its 1.30am now and i cant sleep.
anw,selamat hari raya to all the matts and minahs out there.
hahaha. just kidding :/

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aliens in the attic with jiexin ytd @ cine.
she was emo abt not getting her Havaianas la.
haha.
oh wells,wad to do?
the 50% is just some marketing gimmic i guess.
lol..

she had changed alot since i last saw her like 3 years ago?
she looked and behaved way too matured than her age of 15.
i kept thinking that she was around my age!
my god.

movie was great!
loved hannah's big and innocent eyes..hahaha.
she's so adorable! >.<


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and oh,my com is slowly,slowly dying off.
more n more problems these days liao.
guess its finally time to changed it..
SAVING UP TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

this time it shall be a meaner machine.
CONFIRM + CHOP!!!!

onos.
f1 week is here..
damn.
really shagged out frm all the prep the past week. >.>

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i overbowled again!!
hate the feeling man. ):
if i rmb correctly,nearly 40 games this whole week.
goshh. @@"

went chervons ytd for the SAF compy.
woah,fucking lots of pros sia.
not to mention the national bowlers,bowling for SAFSA too.
omg overkill can.
haha
but oh well,it was really good experience!

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next wed night vs aveo..
dun even feel like playing sia.
but duno gonna call who to sub me
they'r too good alr. >.>

played in trios tonight..
under performed eh..
haha..
too stressed and tensed up alr.
thus kept holding back..

did and avg of 149 with 141,179,135 and 141..

but not enuf to beat my opponent arron lim :/
he did 143,168,214,167.

but if inclusive of hdcp,maybe i win 2-3?
haha.

today lane's oiling pattern was rather long.
din dare to play outer lines.
just kept to the 3rd arrow,and hooking a maximum of 3-4 boards. @@
quite consistent i must say..
but chris and junxian din do so well tonight..
ahh... wat the heck,its over alr.

playing against team AVEO next wed.
jason,ivan and ME!
gogo team shuffl3.
ahahha!

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and oh,saw leon just now.
he came to "look" 4 me.
lol...
thanks :D

damn.
i cried twice when watch sanguo ep 29 today.
luckily i watched at home and not on my ipod on bus. -.-"

this ep damn sad sia.
xiu had to leave 银时空 alr.
then he had to leave ah xiang. ):

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then finally bought my plastic box and the barang barangs alr!
damn cheap too. heee.
really under budget sia :D

now only to wait for wed and sat to approach... :/

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and i found myself a movie buddy!
just the right person to watch CUTE and KIDDY shows tgt with.
LOL......
JIEXIN!
some girl that i've known and met frm RO.
i hope it doesnt look weird when i'm out with a 15year old girl watching g force manz. -.-

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and oh,hectic day 2ml.
time to sleep,NITES!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so happy today laahhh.
although no proper celebration,but at least i'm sooo happy frm the results frm my b'day bowl!!

GF finally patched back with me and gave me my 1st 500 series in a loooooooooong time. :DDDDD

now i feel so hyped up.
ready to kick ass on wed(trios league vs-ing fragrance rose) and sat (saf annual bowling tourny) !!

woooooooooooooo!
and i loveeeeeeee my 小牛 sooo much.
HAHA!
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ XD

well well.
1stly,congrats myself on losing my "teenity" today.
official age next year! WOOHOO!

thanks all those who had really sms-ed me or msged me on msn/fb on the dot.
thanks so much. :D

am so glad to share this special day with my "twin" bro who's over @ australia now.
thanks for the well wishes eh!
enjoy ur wild night's out too!
HUMP MORE GIRLS BABYYYYYYYYY! :X

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and ok.
was on duty on thurs.
stayed on on friday for the audit.
everyone worked really hard.
just for 1 person. :/
overall,we had 0 findings,only afew minor AFI.
which was graded excellent.

well,at least all our hard work paid off. :/

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b'day 2day! not really much a plan on how to celebrate..
majority of my friends are either busy with camp,or are still in sch,or even working.
oh wells.
hahaha.

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duty on sunday man.
arghh..fucking sucks.
but no choice.

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damn tired already.
gonna get some rest.
b'day bowl 2ml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks yang ming for the b'day gift in advance!!

watched the league tonight..
its reverse xmas oil pattern tonight.
so many ppl are having trouble coping with the long oiling..

went to a side lane to try it for myself too.
no matter how i rev my GF,it only hooked like 3 boards maximum.
fucking emo sia.
lol.
but its a good night for spinners.
kudos :/

oh wells...
DUTY 2ML ARRRRRRRR.
and AUDIT ON FRIDAY AHHHHHHHH.
no off ):

its slogging time 2ml.
better go sleep liao.
nites.

great day spent today!

met yangming @ safra for bowling today noon.
then had to stop cus a tournament was starting..

then went to his house to do some admin stuffs for our trios league..

his house seriously is just like a minds cafe man.
sooo many diff kinda boardgames.
haha!

he taught me how to play Mr Jack and Saboteur today!
Mr Jack. a very "mind-ly" game to play.


Saboteur. a teamly yet soloist game.
very challenging.heheheh.

then played Mr Jack with him till dinner time..
carol had her 2 friends over to bake brownies..
pizzahut for dinner,followed by homemade brownies with vanilla ice cream!

damnnnn full plzzz ~.~
then played saboteur with them till around 9+ when iris came over..
then we all decided to like,go back home as it was really late alr.

so yah.
and 2ml's another bowling session with ly and gerald.
OMG,I CANT STOP.

and JASON'S COMING BACK ON THE 19TH!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

happy happy day todayyyyyyyyyy.

its my 2nd offday in a row.hahaha!
decided to catch bandslam with ly today.
then went to the new lanshop @ the previous PC bunk location to play lan.
walao,the hardware there's damn good man.
its a total diff feel while playing the same game,dragonica!!

the bass is damn powerful.omg.
time to build a new com with powerful speakers!!

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then the movie was great la.
always been a hugeeeeeee fan of VH since HSM1,2,3.
D:
her smile is soooooo gorgeoussssss.
sa5m. the 5's silent.
heeeeeeeeee. <3333333333333

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then got a call frm chervons in the middle of the movie.
they called me to tell me that i'm shortlisted for the SAF annual bowling tournament thats gonna be held at the chervon's clubhouse on 19th sept!
woooooooooooooooooooooo! YEAH!

if i play well enuf,i may be headhunted by SAFSA!
or maybe even SBF!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
EXCITING CAN.WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!

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then anw,went to visit dad at the hospital after movie.
his mood got abit better,but his condition still remain stagnant.
oh wells. :/