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arghhhh.
its my unit's 4th anniversary 2ml..
and i need to attend it lah.
wtf,its like at SAFTI MI(joo koon) and i need to be there by 7.30am.
means that i have to leave home at 5.30???
sigh... nv spare a thought for car-less eastside residing NSF's 1...

fml ):

wanted to surprise her during her visit to sg 1.but last min got things cockup,so yah.

>>>LOOK BELOW NOOB!<<<<<<<


lazy and cant be bothered to wish u happy b'day on the actual day which is like 2ml.
so i'm gona wish u earlier on since i'm free now.
HAHA.
HAPPY 18TH B'DAY! GETTING OLDER AND OLDER BY EVERY YEAR BUT MORE AND MORE CHILDISH EVERY YEAR. :D

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okay,gonna go prepare my stuffs for league tonight.
gotta kick's team WS's ass tonight.
comon man.
20-0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wish me luck ppl!

i was wr0ng. It feels so different n0w. :/

finally finished watching 海派甜心 ytd.

cried twice eh. once at ep 11,when 薛海 went to meet 宝珠姐 with his mushroom head.
then the 2nd time during the last ep when 宝珠姐 proposed to 薛海 at the graffiti wall ><"

its just so touching lah,couldn't held back my tears too..

after finished watching,it just dawned on me that,after so long,i still couldn't forget her.

all the good/bad memories and time spent tgt.
its like as though carved into my heart and brains,leaving a permanent marking..
power of 初恋 i guess.. :/

find myself so similar to 薛海..just that i'm not as rich compared to him lah.
but then after the failure in our 初恋, our footsteps is somewhat the same.

changed myself completely
changed my views of girls totally too
constantly reminding myself ' good guys always get dumped,while girls are all attracted to the guys who treats them badly '
flirted and got into dates easily.

sooo sick and tired of this now eh..
wished i could just go back in time and back with my lingling 姐.
but its impossible i know.
i think she still hates me,and is constantly avoiding me whenever i ask her out.
and neither do i have that courage to apologize to her for all the stuffs i'd done.

sigh.
now whats left of us,is only that ring that i've still been keeping with me all these while.

30.06.07
the day which i'll never ever forget.

did pretty well today.
<3 the short oil today.. haha!

my black widow was on a killing spree man..whahaha.
founds my strikes,cleared my spares well..
came in 1st (:

but totally shagged out frm all the games today.
iirc,did 6 games in the morning?
haha.

duty 2ml.....
urghhh.fml.

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

i love bowling. yes i do.

my 4th year of celebrating cny in sg.
no visiting no nothing!
yay!!!!!!!!

just basically staying in sg becus of work work work.

2006-2008. cant celebrate cny in bangkok cus was taking my dip in shatec which didnt allow me to go as it clashes with my schedules.

2009-2010.
graduated already!
but enlisted to NS too!
fucking stuck in SG too cus of duties and stuff.

not to mention,i had duty ytd on 初一. and booking in 2ml again which is a 初三.
fmlllllllllllll.

not that i wanted to celebrate and stuff or wat.
but duties on PH are really mood killers.

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i've been either sleeping,or in camp for duty for cny which resulted in totally not in the mood for any celebrations.
and this year's valentines just passed like that w/o me even noticing.
sorry girls! :/


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i wished i can become like 陈宝珠. be a hater in everything and everybody.
can i? :/

my 21 years of hatred towards him had finally reached its capacity and exploded today.

i really wished i'd just give him 1 good punch,throw a middle finger in his face and walk away.
but i still struggled to hold myself back and walked away silently.

just becus i still respect u as my father.

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fucking idiot who don't know how to think.
thats it man.

i'm on mom's side already,and out of this fucking home.
who's with me?
i bet bro and sis wont even have 2nd thoughts about this.

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after this post,i may or may not be back already.
so yup. they all call this , 离家出走 i think?
(:

just for those who were curious abt how the wreck of xiaobai's car during the accident i was in.

still a crappy week i would say.

got 0-5ed by my opponent frm AVEO on wed night..
tough fight!
he nearly got the perfect game though..
so wasted for him ><"

couldnt bowl my best on wed as my fingers was still injured..sighhh
so much regrets ehhhh!
1 more week till PYAD's cohesion fun bowl @ chevrons..
i must quickly recover!!!!!!!

then helpped nat to cover his duty ytd cuz he MC-ed at the last min. :/

gonna stay home and rest today until the reunion dinner tonight which i'm being forced to go.
fml.

went out with ly today..
fking hell legs nearly break today lah!

went cine for a movie 1st..
caught 20th century boys pt 3..

shopped at NUM for flops..
got mine with stars!!!
<3 starssss heh.

then..tried to shop at taka la..
but fking hell got lost there.
its too big liao i swear.

NOT I DONT HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF DIRECTION!!!!

didnt get anything there,cus din see anything i like.

then went bugis lor.
walked like 3hrs thru B.street.
got 2 pairs of slimcut berms and 5 tees.

tried to take a cab home,but to no avail.
fking hell no cab for 1hr.
had no choice but to take a 1.5hr busride home...

SO TIRED.
BB.

duty off today.

went bugis to try shop for cny clothes..
but everywhere was so crowded...
so we decided to pospond it to tues..

went for movie at illuma instead!!
caught 14blades...


awwwwwww,wz's soooo cute inside.
heh <333!

duty's in hendon's getting more sian and boring with the addition of the new ppl..

if i only can use 1 word to discribe them,it'll be "cui".

they dont do anything right 1 eh,and always finding ways and means to slack to do stuffs with shortcuts..

not to mention,ytd's duty with that billy was a nightmare. ><"

aishhhhh.
i'm better off doing it alone :/


<3 hyung nim! :DDDDD

duty with cw ytd...

and yup..still as bad luck as ever..

wokeup to find all the stuffs i had prepared to go to camp,all MISSING at the last min..then had to waste alot of time finding..
when preparing to go alr,was quite thirsty,so went to get a quick drink frm the kitchen..

who knows the bottle cap wasnt tight,and the water just splashed onto my body like a waterfall,causing my shirt to be totally drenched..

then took a bus to camp..
was already late already,but had to be stuck in a jam at the oddest hour.

WHY AM I SO UNLUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
it had been 2 weeks already!!
sighhhhhhh.
):


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i'm gona stay home today and watch 桃花小妹 lah.
not gonna go out incase something unlucky happen to me again.
okay,back to my show!!!
ciaosssssss!

saying its not love,
is definitely not true.
but everytime i'm trying to bluff myself..
my heart is calling for you.

one more step getting closer,
one more step pushing you away,
just like that,u'r growing in me.
maybe i love u that much,
maybe i'm waiting for u that long,
no matter how painful it is,
my soul cant stay away from you.

maybe there's only one love~
maybe my heart will never change,
keeping my heart only for you,
but now i can say everything out loud,
i love you.

sometimes,love... or tears..
would make us feel like giving up,
i love you, i love you.
all i need is you staying by my side.


it seems like i've been loving you long ago~
it seems like i've been waiting for u,
even if i fool my mind,
my heart can never be fooled.
maybe there's only one love,
maybe my heart will never change.
keeping my heart only for u..
but now i can say everything out loud,
i love you.

ahhhhhhhhh. league tonight was shit luh...

i think its becus of my bad luck??
halfway thru the 1st game,lane 9 broke down.
then rose was so inpatient,kept suggesting we change to lane 1,2..

fk la..i really cant bowl next to walls 1..furthermore,its so far from the rest of the league bowlers..
but we cant decide anything!
rose was the league president.
oh well..

things started to go downhill after the lane change..
i was chaining my 3rd strike b4 the change.
after the change,my 1st shot went into the gutter.
:/
gahhhh.

then thruout the whole game,ym had to keep demoralising us with his stupid comments.
zz.
he even took out his iphone to play TD while waiting for his turn.
then in turn blamed me and ly for dampening the mood.
wtf?

sigh.
wadever lah.
my opponent wasnt even strong.
could have 5-0ed him easily if nothing went wrong..
but got 5-0ed instead becus of all these little factors..
:/

talk about bad luck.
it has been 2 weeks alr!!!
when will my luck change?!
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just came back frm the checkup at cgh.
sitting in the ambulance is damn shiok man.
can overtake anyone at high speed w/o needing to care bout anything.
hahahahah. epic ride.

duno why,i've been feeling very tired,sleepy for the past few days alr.
not that i'm really sleepy or wut.
just that my head hurts alot,and slowly getting blurish vision when i'm starting to feel tired..

must be that accident lah... but aiya watever lah.


going to rest already.
brb at night or maybe 2ml morning.
ciaos ppl.

i'm much better now!
thanks everyone for the concern...

bowling cures EVERYTHING LA!!

hahah shiok man.
went down to safra to bowl today morning..
yati was there!
chatted with her awhile luh,then she treated me to the Portuguese egg tarts she bought frm KFC.
haha cool!
not bad ehhh.taste quite nice....

then went on to did 7 games.
3 games basically just getting my aiming and follow-thru right for pin 10s.

then 4 normal games..
the lanes were fking hard to bowl today.
39 feet of heavy oil isnt fun when u dont have a ball to tackle this kinda lane conditions.

struggled for the 1st game attempting to find my desired line.
so my 4 series was err, 101-138-178-161.
sian emo.

praying that this wed's league is not of the same oiling,if not i'll just lose it all alr ):

I LOVE MY NEW BALL! <3333333333333333